Como conclusión de este año, que ha sido una montaña rusa, voy a apuntar algunos de los momentos y logros más importantes:
·En enero, le di un abrazo a una de las personas que más me han inspirado en los últimos cinco años y...estuve en Madrid por primera vez, un reto y una aventura bastante única with my mom. Bastante guay.
·Ensayé con mi (maravillosa) banda Swan Song y aprendí muchísimo sobre el proceso, lo que ha sido una experiencia genial que nos llevó a nuestra primera actuación en mayo, que fue fácilmente uno (si no el mejor) día del año. <3.
·Estuve en verano en dos países, pasé tiempo con mi familia (guay).
·Aprendí un poco sobre política, de lo que me siento muy orgullosa.
·Algunos problemas personales se fueron disipando?? genial
·Me compré un ukelele y aprendí a tocarlo ajhsgjhjsddjj
·Empecé a salir de casa sin maquillaje por primera vez en dos años o así y me hace muy feliz.
·Conocí a un par de personas.
·Empecé a ser (ligeramente) social!!
·Aprendí más sobre mis relaciones con los demás y a analizar las situaciones y saber cuando debo actuar.
·En general aprender?
Qué espero de 2016?
·Aprender.
·Tal vez otro idioma?
·Ganar muchísima confianza :D
·Conocer genteee.
·Socializar más ajaj.
·Pasar más tiempo con mis amigos
·Mudarme?
Feliz 2016!
jueves, 31 de diciembre de 2015
viernes, 11 de diciembre de 2015
As you can see, as common as it sounds, the sun is going down while office buildings that cause anxiety to humans act as its grave. It's just another Friday night.Of course, taking into consideration that Fridays don't matter to the universe.
Routine is no good for them (of course, taking into consideration that "bad" doesn't really mean anything). Work does for them what we do for each other. We provide a feeling of apparent comfort.
we forcefeed habits
we disguise them as happy
we live It off thinking that this is no longer a way to mantain our conflicted bodies and pretty minds in a safe and cozy realm, but as a part of the definition of ourselves. Of course every single decision you make and act you see and word you hear and obviously every person and job you get sunk in creates you, as we are layers of bacteria of thought, drunken off pride and "intelligence" and "ignorance".
so I'll ask you one more time
(because in my mind the times I did it so silently count as three times)
I'll ask you to understand that you'll never understant what I mean. I know you think we're doing it right, because it is what we're supposed to do after all, be there for each other if we fall, help each other reach our goals, and together pay our tolls but have you never thought of what you're doing to youself
.and it's all my fault.?
I think I will stay quiet. I'm not denying I want to leave and I won't say I didn't love you with every piece of my crushing soul, but love will not sustain me or fix my abstinence syndrome from the wonderless months
it's a moment not a life, it's a feeling not a right and when I'm reeling
towards
the
door
not drunk off memories anymore
I'll be honest.
you don't have to need me, you did before
[inspired by Ghost by Halsey. damn i rly need to get back writing]
Routine is no good for them (of course, taking into consideration that "bad" doesn't really mean anything). Work does for them what we do for each other. We provide a feeling of apparent comfort.
we forcefeed habits
we disguise them as happy
we live It off thinking that this is no longer a way to mantain our conflicted bodies and pretty minds in a safe and cozy realm, but as a part of the definition of ourselves. Of course every single decision you make and act you see and word you hear and obviously every person and job you get sunk in creates you, as we are layers of bacteria of thought, drunken off pride and "intelligence" and "ignorance".
so I'll ask you one more time
(because in my mind the times I did it so silently count as three times)
I'll ask you to understand that you'll never understant what I mean. I know you think we're doing it right, because it is what we're supposed to do after all, be there for each other if we fall, help each other reach our goals, and together pay our tolls but have you never thought of what you're doing to youself
.and it's all my fault.?
I think I will stay quiet. I'm not denying I want to leave and I won't say I didn't love you with every piece of my crushing soul, but love will not sustain me or fix my abstinence syndrome from the wonderless months
it's a moment not a life, it's a feeling not a right and when I'm reeling
towards
the
door
not drunk off memories anymore
I'll be honest.
you don't have to need me, you did before
[inspired by Ghost by Halsey. damn i rly need to get back writing]
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