martes, 7 de junio de 2016
ROCKS THAT BLEED - crítica
miércoles, 30 de marzo de 2016
afterdark in july
we didn't know what day it was
on the grass where we both lie
the stars never looked so stale
(night bugs crawling on my arms)
than when put in parallel
with those sunbeams in your eyes
let's kiss the throes away
let's hear them serenade
though the silence that you bring
beats the silence comets ray
as i listen to your quiet
and the pause between your words
and i quiver at the feeling
of my name said in your voice
so drive north now, love
while we feel our skin get paler
and pretend that we're still sailors
bound for that of up above
martes, 16 de febrero de 2016
bad poetry pt. II
and i never thought i'd be hung up
so i will write in a few lost papers
all the songs that never reminded me of you
and all the poems unwritten that will never be on letter
i will tear all those papers until they're no bigger than
this house
i will put them aside and continue with my life
but ''fear not'', as you'll never leave that hidden part
of the awkwardly attached hidden brainstem
a week from now i'll still be waiting
though you let me go when it still was raining
i'll settle with the words you never told me
i'll rearrange the digits that you sent me
i'll cover all the pictures that you took the meaning from
and carry on
because baby, you were born to lie like that
lunes, 11 de enero de 2016
two lil things
Hi.
It's still me.
Although my brain has decided to distribute its chemicals in an order that makes nothing seem to have sense, I still keep the necklace you gave me in our first trip to your favourite place.
Even when the pain is the only thing that keeps all the remaining feelings tightly strained in a locked up cage... I still think about the day you told me to remember, when the wind washed away our worries and tears felt like nothing but the rain of November when it's the middle of May.
It may seem silly, stupid and lazy when I say that I do not want the chain to take me away- it feels like an old friend, the pain when they held up a sign just to say... Are you too weak to deal with today.
~~~
My life is just counting down, crossing out days like running through a maze that ends in a room with ten doors and a maze behind everyone of them except for one. What does it hide, you might ask. Well. It depends on whose you unmask.
Behind it for me is a land with tall trees and a few colors guiding the way. The weather just right and a huge house with sights and a camera and you by my side.
lunes, 4 de enero de 2016
Querido Patrick,
Dear Patrick,
jueves, 31 de diciembre de 2015
2015 Rewind
·En enero, le di un abrazo a una de las personas que más me han inspirado en los últimos cinco años y...estuve en Madrid por primera vez, un reto y una aventura bastante única with my mom. Bastante guay.
·Ensayé con mi (maravillosa) banda Swan Song y aprendí muchísimo sobre el proceso, lo que ha sido una experiencia genial que nos llevó a nuestra primera actuación en mayo, que fue fácilmente uno (si no el mejor) día del año. <3.
·Estuve en verano en dos países, pasé tiempo con mi familia (guay).
·Aprendí un poco sobre política, de lo que me siento muy orgullosa.
·Algunos problemas personales se fueron disipando?? genial
·Me compré un ukelele y aprendí a tocarlo ajhsgjhjsddjj
·Empecé a salir de casa sin maquillaje por primera vez en dos años o así y me hace muy feliz.
·Conocí a un par de personas.
·Empecé a ser (ligeramente) social!!
·Aprendí más sobre mis relaciones con los demás y a analizar las situaciones y saber cuando debo actuar.
·En general aprender?
Qué espero de 2016?
·Aprender.
·Tal vez otro idioma?
·Ganar muchísima confianza :D
·Conocer genteee.
·Socializar más ajaj.
·Pasar más tiempo con mis amigos
·Mudarme?
Feliz 2016!